Saturday, October 11, 2008

rebirth

Today is the start of my new life.
Today I crossed out the first item on my newly composed to-do list.

After a short bike ride, soaking up the earth and all it's worth, enjoying the not-quite-summer heat, I jumped into my new life.
A wave of exhilaration rushed through me as I ditched my bike near the shed and sprinted through the pool fence. After inhaling a deep breath of spring, I plunged into the depths of our pool. The water, pleasantly pierced my skin, penetrating deep into my pores - opening up. I balanced weightlessly on the water's surface, eyes closed. Today was the end of an era. The end of Cass, the cynical small-town bitch. I've opened my eyes to life, allowing it to encapsulate me at any capacity.

A sudden stirring arose on the deck. A herd of elephants perhaps?
"CASSANDRA'S DROWNING! DON'T WORRY! I'LL SAVE YOU UPON MY MAGICAL PORPOISE!"
Dad broke the surface of the water aboard a blow-up dolphin, plummeting faster than I had into the bluey hole.
Thus was end of my reverie.

Friday, October 10, 2008

reeking pig

Found a dead guinea pig in the yard.
It's my best friend's. She's gone all pissy. Reckons the person who killed it 'should die a slow and painful death'. A dog probably just let it out, though.
Lucky bitch.

I want to leave the Catholic Church.
Who knows, I might come back when I'm older, but right now... It's just not for me.
I've never got anything out of the services, no matter how hard I try to relate to the dodgy sermons delivered by the parish priest. I don't think parents should baptise their infants. You can’t choose when you’ve barely been alive 4 months. But I guess if you believe you're going to end up in purgatory if you're not baptised, then you can choose for yourself.
But if you don't even believe in heaven and hell and purgatory and things, then there's no point. My baptism was just a waste of a good marzipan-iced cake.


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This is a mudkip.

I herd you liek it :)

sublime

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I like this photo. It's really... (insert adequate adjective). The colours, or
something, make me feel blissfully serene (is there any other kind of serenity?).

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Fields of nothing

So, today I created a blog (obviously)...
Today, I also went to school and had a smashing time - sarcasm.
I don't like school. I do like to learn, but not the subjects they thrust upon us. Quadratic equations? Please, I'm not going to need to know that to die. Because that is my ultimate aim. Death. I guess it's the only thing I can be sure of. But it makes me question immortality. Could you really be sure that you were going to live forever? Or would you only live as long as this earth existed? If there are any immortals out there, I'd like to talk to you. Gosh, that would be interesting. This is just drivel...

I watched a blood test today. I crossed out nursing and medicine off my list of possible university degrees. My hands shake like a Parkinson's disease sufferer - no disrespect intended.

Ah, I seem to have run out of ‘interesting’ topics to discuss. Because they are so interesting…

Good evening, fellow bloggers. I hope you enjoy drifting off into the inescapable void of cyberspace.